We had S-E-X

I think this is one of those times where I received an emailed confession through an anon email service, and got it late. The original confessor must've rewritten it and send it again.
John

even though it happened years ago, i still think about it from time to time with very mixed emotions. I never filled you in on everything that happened between her and I, and I probably never will. We fucked. Hard. Not just that day that we got caught together but several times before then and later after that time. A complicated entanglement that started months before our marriage lasted well into the first year of it. I never told you the whole truth because I didn't want to hurt you any more than I had to.

But I miss her.

I love you and always will.

But I miss her.

I think about her often and would jump at the chance to reconnect with her even if only for a clandestine hour or so of unbridled passion. I would never share this fact with you because you wouldn't understand how I could want her and you both. So as much as it eats me up, I keep quiet about it. Sometimes when I'm silent you ask me what I'm thinking.

I usually lie because I'm thinking her.

fakesend emails

OK, I have just been told by a visitor that fakesend does not work anymore. I tested it, and true enough, they do not arrive. That might explain the emails I had regarding posts that were never made.

Anyway, I will look into finding another anonymous mailer to use.
I really wish I knew how to make a post box like I've seen on some other sites, where any visitor can post directly to the blog. If anyone knows how to do that, please let me know.

John.

we had S-E-X

I told you that it was only a one-time thing that didn't lead to
anything more than some wandering hands and a lengthy kiss. I said all
that because I knew that much would hurt you and i didn't want to hurt
you anymore than I already had. Also I didn't want you to leave, and I
feared that you might.

She and I fucked. Hard. Heavy fucked. Not just that time either. That
was the time we got caught. The entanglement started months before that
and went on well into the first year of our marriage before it fizzled out.
I really miss her still even though that was several years ago.

I don't regret it, but somehow I regret not regretting it if that makes
sense. I wish we hadn't been caught that day. Sometimes i wish you
knew the whole story. Most of the time though, I'm glad you don't.
Real glad.

A confession

Ok, honey, its time to come clean. I can't do that to your face, so
I'm doing it here.
You know that video tape we have, the one that has parts of our honeymoon
and other times of us banging? I showed it to my buddies. Yep. All of them.
They agree with me, too. You have a nice ass, and the nips are perfect. But
you could show a lot more enthusiasm when you suck it. Also, just so I’ve
put it all out here, I told them they could try you out, if they can talk
you into it. They have a $100 bet going who will be the first to yank your
panties off.
I can’t wait to see THAT video.
Love ya!

it's been a while

I have not received too many confessions just yet, although they do trickle in. Visitors keep coming, so that is a good sign, just need more people to tell me their dirty little secrets.
I have received an email from someone asking me why I never put up a confession they sent in, to which I replied I never received one. Rest assured, I will put up any and all confessions that I receive, unless they are confessions of something that is clearly against the law.

John D'eau