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I really only love one of our kids.

Whilst away

I smoked a few joints and they were great.

It really annoys me that whenever i try to smoke one whenever your around you get on your high horse.

I would never do it in front of our son or be in a state where he would be in harms way.

Grow up

Games

I know you think it's silly and childish of me to still enjoy playing computer games, but why can't you just let it be? It's my outlet, it does not harm anyone, and other than that, I'm not your prototypical basement geek. I don't need to hear you go off every time about how dumb they are. You don't like them, fine, don't play.

cheater

I'm pretty sure my wife has an affair, and that knowledge doesn't even bother me that much. After all, I've been actively looking for someone to cheat on her with, so I can't blame her.

What fucking irks me though is that she has always had that holier than thou attitude, accusing me of cheating on her while I hadn't done a thing (yet), treating me as if I had cheated. The "if you ever cheat on me I'll still stay with you" line, hoping I'd confess to something I hadn't done, and now she is fucking around behind my back.

I really

don't want another child.

Our son is three years old and will be going to school on two years time.

This means you can then go out and get a full time job and I won't have to struggle paying the bills and can enjoy myself and us as a family more.

I know that you have a part time job but that pays for your things and some of our sons

Mistakes

Marrying you was a big mistake, I shouldn't have done it. Like you always used to say, we live like roommates, not husband and wife. We coexist, that's it. It is the typical situation too, decided to get married, got pregnant way too quick, and now I can't even leave you, since I would never see my kids again.

It's not that I don't like you, I or dislike you really. I just have no feelings left for you.

I wish I was strong enough to leave you.