we had S-E-X

I told you that it was only a one-time thing that didn't lead to
anything more than some wandering hands and a lengthy kiss. I said all
that because I knew that much would hurt you and i didn't want to hurt
you anymore than I already had. Also I didn't want you to leave, and I
feared that you might.

She and I fucked. Hard. Heavy fucked. Not just that time either. That
was the time we got caught. The entanglement started months before that
and went on well into the first year of our marriage before it fizzled out.
I really miss her still even though that was several years ago.

I don't regret it, but somehow I regret not regretting it if that makes
sense. I wish we hadn't been caught that day. Sometimes i wish you
knew the whole story. Most of the time though, I'm glad you don't.
Real glad.

A confession

Ok, honey, its time to come clean. I can't do that to your face, so
I'm doing it here.
You know that video tape we have, the one that has parts of our honeymoon
and other times of us banging? I showed it to my buddies. Yep. All of them.
They agree with me, too. You have a nice ass, and the nips are perfect. But
you could show a lot more enthusiasm when you suck it. Also, just so I’ve
put it all out here, I told them they could try you out, if they can talk
you into it. They have a $100 bet going who will be the first to yank your
panties off.
I can’t wait to see THAT video.
Love ya!

it's been a while

I have not received too many confessions just yet, although they do trickle in. Visitors keep coming, so that is a good sign, just need more people to tell me their dirty little secrets.
I have received an email from someone asking me why I never put up a confession they sent in, to which I replied I never received one. Rest assured, I will put up any and all confessions that I receive, unless they are confessions of something that is clearly against the law.

John D'eau

A confession

So I know I told you I hate Valentine's Day, and I do. But
I made you a card and a CD with cheesy songs on it. You said
it made you cry and that you keep it under your pillow. How
sweet. But why couldn't you get me a card? Or even a single
sentence on a Post-It note? I guess I don't mean much to you.

And I know why you don't want certain people to know we're
seeing each other. I understand. But why do you go to such
lengths to hide us from &*everyone* else in the world? It
makes me feel like you're ashamed of me.

You came over to my hose the other week after D. asked you
to marry him again. If you have no intention of doing so,
why did you keep the ring? You told *him* that you would
"think about it," but you told me there is no way you'd ever
marry him. I used to think you were lying to him, but now I
wonder if it's not me that is being lied to.

If you're not feeling it for me, that's cool. But why string
me along? I don't understand you, and I don't think that I
ever will. Our mutual friend that you had the big
"misunderstanding" with? She says she wants to slap you
because you're being so mean to me.

And I happen to know that you won't be able to go to my
birthday party. I wonder when you'll bother to tell me.

I know you're life is not easy. I know you face a lot of
challenges. I know that it really, truly sucks to be you
sometimes. I wish I could help you, I wish I could fix things
for you. But I can't. You're the only one who can.

I love you. I want you to be happy because you deserve it.
But I deserve it too. If you don't want me, if you can't
respect me, if you can't appreciate me... just let me go.

I'll live.

It's been hard I know

but I really would like us to see someone about the lack of sex in our life.

Its been three/fours years now since we had a proper sex life and I don't thinkI can cope anymore.

Everytime I suggest we go you point blank refuse. Thank you for saying you will read the book I brought, but in the back of my mind I don't think you will actually read it.

The reason I want our sex life back is I am scared I will go and do something stupid with another girl. I have been having text conversations with a girl that I know and they have become very hot, I know that neither of us would get together but I am worried if I meet someone else when out on a weekend and things.

The trouble with the text's is that they get me so wound up that I want to ravish you when I get home from work, but I get no response from you or you tell me to stop it, hell I don't even get proper kisses from you and this is effecting me now.

I miss out closeness and touching and hugging etc but I love you with my whole heart that I want us to sort this out before anything stupid can happen.

What Happened the Day Before our Wedding

The day before the wedding, just before the bachelor party, I was
approached by Cherry, the minister\\\'s wife... She asked me to follow her
to the guest room.

Once there, she grabbed me by the belt pulled me over and told me she
wanted me to fuck her... By this time her hand went from my belt to my cock
and we started kissing. I threw her on the bed and turned her over on her
hands and knees.

It\\\'s not hard to imagine what happened from there... the only unforeseen
problem from all of this... she is pregnant and we don\\\'t know which of
us is the father!

The timing is right but we won\\\'t know until the baby is born and I can
sneak off for a DNA test... this is proof that sin begets sin...

I don't think you know this

but when I get you a cold drink I sometimes drop my penis in it.

Why do i do this, just so i can smile to myself, sad i know.

Fakesend.com is back

Just got an email from the owner of www.Fakesend.com that the site is back after some issues have been resolved.
So at least one service for sending your confessions anonymously is back up and running!

John Deau

I don't think

I can do it anymore.

When we moved out of the flat we thought things would get better between us but they haven't. You tell me we are not a couple but yet you will want me to be there to pick you up form work, put the sheets on your bed and massage you etc etc.

What do I get in return, not much, yes I know you look after our son during the week when he is not at pre school but that's all you do, the housework is mainly left to me, weekends I have our son as you work every Sunday and two Saturdays a week. I am going to be changing the weekend habits and instead of me having to clean the house do the washing etc I am going to start taking our son on long day trips, where I don't know yet but that really doesn't matter, I hate having to be your lift or be at home for you/with you. you are the one that tells me we are not together anymore yet I still feel like we are and when I try to kiss you and take it further I get shot down in flames. You said that when you got the new place things would improve, in the house and the bedroom, they haven't, we have had sex once since we have moved in and that was a month ago and before that was another 6 weeks. I need sex and I want it with you but nothing happens.

I have realised that we will not be getting back together but I don't think you have. You need to and fast as I cannot do this any more.

My Confession

I don’t know when it actually started. I started suspecting something about 2 years ago. You warned me about the lack of sex. I can’t remember when you stopped pestering me about it. I realize that is about the time your behavior changed. Perhaps you met him at that time. You changed everything about yourself. You know I actually am attracted to you much more now. You lost weight, changed you hair, bought a new car and added to you wardrobe. You’re actually very pretty, confident and sexy now. But you're out of reach for me. I fantasize a lot about you now, much more than ever before. I didn’t realize what I had.

Because you’re with him I hope he is a better lover than I was. I actually let you have your time with him. The weekend trips with your girlfriends, your business travel; I really know who you’re secretly meeting with. In case you didn’t realize it is getting more frequent, more bold. The kids miss you very much. I miss you too. But you are a much better person to be around. We don’t fight like we used to. I hope you are happy with him. I hope he fulfills your desires and deepest dreams. You know I work my ass off to give this to you. I know that you could never admit to how content you are.

Someday I’ll lose the weight and take care of myself a little more. I hope you could find the love with me again. I hope that you love me now. Not as a lover but as a caretaker to your household. In the mean time I’ll just be content on pleasing myself while you get it like you want.

no updates..

So I guess I'm writing a little update myself, since I'm not exactly flooded with submissions :)
I do realize that men are simply not as likely to write in their problems as women are, but I had hoped for a little bit more response. I do get a decent amount of visitors, but the only way to increase my readership, and therefor your audience, is to have more posts.

So here is one of my own:

We've been doing a small remodeling in our house, and my wife repeatedly looks for confirmation that we work well together. Truth be told, if she was one of my staff, I'd have a hard time keeping her on, since she does not pull her weight, yet has no problems criticizing the work of others (Read: me). I should tell her that, but I feel bad bursting her bubble.

A confession

Dear Wife,

Our divorce hearing was four weeks ago which means we have another four weeks until it becomes final. I do have regrets, of course I do an you've told me you do as well. but I'm really glad we've managed to put the anger aside for the sake of our kids and I will absolutely hold up my end of the bargain with regards to support for them and you as I have been doing for the last three years since we split. I'm glad we're friends, or we seem to be friends, and you accept my help and advice that I offer.

I'm glad I wasn't there for the birth of your new baby girl. The thought of going through as your birth partner made me feel ill to be honest but I'd never have told you and if you'd called I'd have been there. I'm sorry it didn't work out with the baby's father I truly am but my new job will mean you get more support and I'm sure that'll be welcome.

As you know, I've met someone. And she's fantastic. She makes me feel like I've never felt before. Yes, even though we were together for 13 years, it's not the same. We married because we got pregnant, but with this girl, I want to marry her and be hers for the rest of my life. Whe fills me up. She's great with our kids, has no bad habits and adores our daughter, only having sons of her own. She wants me to move in with her and we've talked about marriage already. We wont have any more kids, I don't want to distract from my two with you.

I really want your blessing in this and I know I've talked to you about this girl, I've been a little dishonest about how serious I am. I wish there was a good time to talk about this. I want our kids at the wedding, if it happens, and I'd love for you to be there too. You were always my best friend.

underwear

Sometimes when you are out, I put on your underwear. Mostly the tight fitting ones, but also your thongs. it makes me horny.

I hope you fell better soon

as when your ill everyone knows about it, I know you get frustrated with yourself because you can't do anything but please don't shout and moan at me about it. I will help you as much as I can but I do get tired to.

Love you loads though and can't wait till you are well again

It's over

That's what I want to tell you but I can't.

I still love you but it is so hard for me to live with you.